Lost souls

What would you do if you have the same amount of resource as the charactors in Revenge? Would you just do all the fund rising thing the rich wifes seem to do, or "teach" everyone who has wrong you a lesson or... both.. Emotion is something so hard to control. Have't you felt like sometimes your head about to explode. I think those type is easier to deal with becasue it's fast. You were pissed, you were done. The harder ones are the ones follows you years and years and you don't know how and can't change anything.And it finally became the situation that you might need to see theripist. Regardless, it still feels it never leaves you. Keeping the amount of anger inside you is not healthy. But wanting to revenge is not right either. All of us all have something that want to do something about but shouldn't and couln't. I wonder why guys just like to hide from things? If you read my past few day postings, you would know where I thought Brett's problem was and caused this big blow up at the end. But then look back, when we first started talking that was already his problem, wasn't it? When he started telling me that he had not sleep in the same wrong with his wife for a long time, that he slept with his daughter, but he never wanted to talk things thru about it. The problem was so easy and clear... boom.. the samething since day one. In his case, it's more like he didn't want to to do anything about it instead of couldn't do anything about it. Oh well... at least this is the first step, the truth is out there, then I guess if I hear the continuation of the story, I do; or the name of Brett Choengwei Ong will just fake into my past. Til today, I still have not recieved the court paper. You wonder if he purposely not sending down or not. You must have noticed that I have asked many questions in my postings... because yeah.. I don't know either... I am also a lot soul.. whats the diff between live and die? what's the diff about many things.